SKARLIT (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} scarrrrlett) wrote,@ 2008-12-06 14:55:00 |
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If I would just take my medication consistently, I would probably be an okay person. I need to grow the fuck up and do that. I need to get the fuck over worrying that I am going to run out and just take it because it makes me feel better. I need to stop preferring escapism to actually fixing the fucking problem because that is so goddamn childish. I am so disappointed in myself.
Be a fucking adult, Scarlett. I just need to fucking accept that there is nothing I can do about a fucking chemical imbalance except for take the drugs. I know they're oppressive and it's all so fucking tragic, but seriously. Step it the fuck up.
No, I am not too hard on myself. I am seriously fucking up with my mental health here, which is inexcusable.
Be a fucking adult, Scarlett. I just need to fucking accept that there is nothing I can do about a fucking chemical imbalance except for take the drugs. I know they're oppressive and it's all so fucking tragic, but seriously. Step it the fuck up.
No, I am not too hard on myself. I am seriously fucking up with my mental health here, which is inexcusable.
